我现在的心情是该开心还是沉默会比较好啊？

我们在一起快要一个月了 ,

我终于听到你埋怨的声音 .. 

现在我听到了,

我应该感到开心还是沉默啊 ?

现在我的心情好沉默 ,

真不知道现在的我该怎么办才好 ..

不妨对你说实话 ,

自从上一次你欺骗了我 ,

我真的觉得我很难要在相信你所对我说的每一个字 ..

我知道 ,

两个人在一起最基本的是就是“信任” 

如果没有了信任 ,

两个人就很难要在继续下去 ..

因为我不想要我的感情是用猜测来维持下去 ,

这样真的会把我弄得好累好辛苦 ..

我曾经真的想过要结束掉我们的感情 ,

原因是因为我对你失去了“信任”

可是当我想到你为了我付出和牺牲了那么多 ,

我真的该就这样的结束掉吗 ?

想到要和你结束的时候 ,

我的心是多么的痛 ..

心里有种很想哭得感觉 ,

可是最后我还是忍着不让眼泪掉下 ,

因为我不想我们的感情是有流泪的回忆 ..

我们要的是美好的 ,

而不是不好的回忆 ..

能再次的原谅你 ,

就证明了 ,

我真的很想继续我们的这段感情 ..

真的希望你会好好的珍惜最后一次的机会 ..

机会不是每次都有的 ..

♥♥♥

Hey my beloved baby buffalo Sean Russell Kho Hau Shung : 

                 Happy one month anniversary :) So fast we get together already have one month already .. Hahas :) Thanks for everything my baby buffalo .. I appreciate everything what you had done with me .. You always bring me happiness and make me laugh happily .. I knew sometime i'll be very small gas , but i hope baby can't forgive me .. I promise you i'll try my best to change my temper now .. Just give me some time to prove it to you .. Sometime i scolded you , but you still can laugh with me .. I know you don't like i scold you , and when i scold you sure you will feel unhappy also .. So now i try to change all because of you .. When start with you together until now , i feel myself really changed a lot .. Is better than last time that me .. Now i also less go out at night anymore , because i know you don't like it .. And i also know because of me you sacrifice so much .. Thanks baby :) I love you more and more and more ♥♥♥

                                                                                                          Your beloved babe piggy michelle ♥

Wink ♡♡♡

These few days had fun with my baby , family and my cousin :) Now is Hari Raya , so daddy got a lot of friend is orang malay .. Then they got invite daddy go to their house for open house .. First day Hari Raya we whole family with daddy and cousin went to daddy friend's house .. When arrived there , we all felt shy don't dare to eat much .. After finished first round , we felt so delicious so we kept take it only .. They aunty said : don't need feel shy , just eat only .. Hahas :) My cousin and my grandmother kept laugh at me .. Because i seldom eat so much one .. I also don't know why that day i'll ate too much .. L0L ~ Myself also get shocked what happened with me .. But i think it's okay for me .. Because not always eat a lot also ^_^ After that the second day we also went to daddy friend's house is nearly 1 borneo there , so for sure i got bring my baby go along also .. Hahas :) Because i know i can't go on without him for even one second ♡♡♡ Actually my baby is don't want to go already , because he need to attend his reunion with his old classmate .. But i don't wanna let him go , because i want him to accompany me to go daddy friend's house :) After daddy friend's house then we went to Karamunsing bought Mcd ice-cream .. After bought ice-cream then me with baby went to sutera for find his sister and his brother .. Because they is live at Sutera for few days .. Then me with baby also at there took our dinner also .. After dinner then straight go home take bath also sleep , because the next day we need to wake up early go for swimming with his brother :) Last night i slept around 9 something , i really can't image me can sleep so early .. Muahahahah :) Then this morning baby wake me up around 6 something like that , we already promise his brother we will be there around 7 something , so we need to hurry up to go there for meet his brother .. When we arrived there already  something , we go room find his brother , but his sister said they already at downstair swimming .. L0L ~ After swimming then we go room take bath , after that we went to Silk Garden eat breakfast with his sister and brother .. Tomorrow is our 1 month anniversary with my baby ♡♡♡ this one month i felt so happy birthday i can be with my baby Sean .. We almost everyday stick together , we not easy quarrel with each other .. Because we know what each other need .. If got any problem we also will try to solve the problem together :) We i need him ,he also will always by my side and be there for me .. Thanks a lot my baby .. I love you more and more and more :) Our love will never end up easily ♡♡♡

爱情就是这样，有些人慢慢遗落在岁月的风尘里，哭过，笑过，吵过，闹过，再恋恋不舍也都只是曾经

爱情像糖衣,我囫囵吞下,享受瞬间的甜蜜。

　　亲爱的,我只是转身并不是怨你。

　　爱是一场战争,我不怕受伤只怕你不快乐。

　　你的心里有一面墙,推开就能看见天堂.。

　　你比任何人都强大。男人什么也不是。前面是黑暗的，你自己把握。

　　男生的誓言往往像甜而脆的薄饼，进入嘴里就会慢慢地溶化。可是它又会迅速地潜伏进你的体内，占领你的心。

　　在甜蜜而脆弱的爱情里，我们都这样不断地在“练习”，“练习”失去，“练习”承受，“练习”思念，在重重复复高高低低的预热中，走向我们最终的早已既定的结局。

　　我一定要幸福，哪怕幸福是场表演，我也会尽力演好每一场戏。时间是最好的布景，而我将是他生命里最炫的主演，谁也无可替代。

　　最疼的疼是原谅，最黑的黑是背叛。

　　我有没有跟你说过爱是我不变的信仰,我有没有告诉过你爱就是永远把一个人放在心上。

　　我们生活在同一个温暖的水域，也许偶尔会被水草缠绕，但因为彼此温暖的呼吸，相信都不会是死结。如果我说我爱你，我一直爱你，不知道你会不会相信？

　　恋爱就是这么突如其来的一件事,从开始到慢慢进行,每一个细节都不可思议百转千回。

　　人犹如深海里浮浮沉沉，一波一波的海水带着压力冲过来，要将自己深深地淹没，再淹没。

　　爱情如果只剩下同情，就算回到身边，又有何意义？

　　友情其实和爱情一样，很多的时候，距离才可以让彼此懂得。

　　爱一个人不是要拥有他，只要在远方默默地注视他，也就心满意足。

　　有一种隐忍其实是蕴藏着的一种力量，有一种静默其实是惊天的告白。　

　　孤单不是与生俱来，而是由你爱上一个人的那一刻开始。

　　如果没有了眼泪，心是一片干涸的湖

　　因为爱过，所以不会成为敌人，因为伤过，所以不会做朋友。

　　擦身而过，也是一种很深的缘分。

　　女人间的战争，只是因为男人。

　　爱情的实质其实是一剂麻醉药，带来占时的幻觉和麻醉。因为寂寞。因为疼痛。最后却带来更多的寂寞，更多的疼痛。

　　痛彻心扉的爱情是真的，只有幸福是假的。

　　爱情只是宿命摆下的一个局。

　　幸福是什么。幸福，是照射在脸上的温暖阳光，瞬间就成了阴影。

　　爱总是会使我们有太多期许。希望长久，希望不会分别。希望占有和实现。而最终我只是觉得有些许厌倦。不知道该往哪里去。

　　有一天你能到我的心理去，你会看到那里全是你给的伤悲。

　　你不曾给我一次回眸，我却始终在对你微笑。

　　痴情的一方注定伤的最深，自古痴情终成空。

　　你是我编造的童话故事中的王子，而我只是你生命里一个匆匆的过客。

Have a nice day with my buffalo

Tomorrow thinking to go Wisma interview and meet up friend come from KL .. But i over slept already .. Today i woke up around 12 something like that , when i woke up i got check my phone is who is call me and text me .. I saw got a lot of msg and call from my friend .. He kept asked me what time go down meet up with him , because he is leaving tomorrow .. After i reply his msg then i called baby , ask he where is him now then asked him come to pick me up and send me to airport to meet up with my friend .. Baby arrive my home around 1 like that , when i know baby arrive my house then i fast fast go ready and prepare .. Because you also know girl prepare also need a long time .. Hahas :) We went out around 2 something like that , we straight went to airport to meet up my friend first .. Because he wanna leave here already .. When i saw him i really get shocked .. Before he told me that he will come to kk find me i though he just kidding with me ..  But whose know he really did it .. Haih ~ I feel so sorry .. Because of me he came to KK , but i didn't go hang out with him and throw him alone at here .. I'm so sorry .. I think now you might mad on me , but it's okay also .. Because i know what your feeling right now .. I hope you will be okay soon .. After go airport met up him , then me with baby send brother go KKHS for practice lion dance , after then went to Asia City find daddy to take money .. Because i wanna go have my meals with my baby :) We went to Bukit Padang had our meals after that went to Lintas bought something .. Hahas :) Wrote to here first , gonna sleep soon .. Tomorrow continue again ^^

I ℒℴvℯ yℴu ♥♥♥

I appreciate you ♥

I can't live without you ♥

I cherish you ♥

I live for our love ♥

I need you by my side ♥

I'm a better person because of you ♥

I'm blessed have you in my life ♥

I'm devoted to you ♥

I'm lost without you ♥

I'm yours ♥

You're a blessing in disguise ♥

You're an angel from God ♥

You're my dear ♥

You're my everything ♥

You're my one true one ♥

You're my reason for living ♥

You fill my heart ♥

You mean the world to me ♥

You simply amaze me ♥

Our love is invaluable ♥

The thought of you brings a smile to my face ♥

You're dream come true ♥

You're absolutely wonderful ♥

You're charming ♥

You're the best thing that has ever happpened to me ♥

You're the one for me ♥

You're my perfect match ♥

You're my precious ♥

This Is What My Beloved Wrote For Me

Piggy , you should know that i'm really serious in this relationship , and i dare to say that i'd never lie and cheat on you .. I really hope that i could be the one saying " I DO "on your wedding day .. I may not have money , but i can give you more than enough love .. I really love you so much ♥

 I adore you♥

I can't stop thinking about you♥

I dream of you♥

I love being around you♥

I respect you♥

I want a lifetime with you♥

I'm nothing without you♥

I'm thankful for you♥

You are my life♥

You are my one and only♥

You are my sunshine♥

You are my world♥

You are precious♥

You are the light of my life♥

You bring joy to my life♥

You drive me wild♥

You gave me wings to fly♥

Lol tired haha :-P

You hold the key to my heart♥

You lift me up to touch the sky♥

You light my flame♥

You light up my life♥

You make my heart skip a beat♥

You make my world a better place♥

You set my heart on fire♥

You stole my heart♥

You sweeten my sour days♥

You turn my world upside down♥

You turn the darkness into light♥

You are as beautiful as the sunset♥

You are heavenly♥

You are one in a million♥

You are the apple of my eye♥

You are the one I've always wished for ~

♥♥♥ ^^