Boring and sad night :(

Today nothing special for me . Just now afternoon with daddy mummy , hubby and cousin go Wisma buy New Year clothes . But i didn't found it yet . Is hard to found New Year clothes now . Daddy just bought a bag for me . Finally~!! Thanks my lovely daddy! After Wisma with hubby and cousin go find Alan at Penampang Serway take our brunch . After ate then talk cock at there , we talk until 3 something then go home . When on the way going home Priscilla babe suddenly give me a call said wanna meet me up at Damai Yoyo , so i just ask hubby drop me at there then he sent my cousin go home . Arrived there chit chat with babe for awhile then send she go her school for training . Around 6 go home take bath , online awhile then head to cousin's house for dinner . Stay at cousin's house until 8 something then accompany my daddy go Damai Fu Yuan had supper while talk cock with him . Because too boring already . Arrived home around 9 something back home also nothing to do . Just like a sopoh alone sit at the living room , then come in room online and blogging for awhile . Tonight suddenly feel very sad and unhappy don't know why . Feel tired and sleepy but couldn't fall asleep yet . Just now drop him a message said i'm going to sleep now . Don't want to bothering you watching movie , nights! I felt that recently you really treat me very cool and not much care me , don't know why i got this suck feeling . Is it my feeling is wrong ? Or i think too much already ? Or you treat everyone also like this ? ==