What a boring life for me ? Almost everyday also do the same things . " EAT , SLEEP & PLAY " Is it i really need to continue be like this to pass my time ? I really need a job badly :( But i know is hard to found a good job now . Thinking to take a makeup course , but got some problem that make me can't take it . Actually what i need now ? I really don't know what i need at all . My life just so such for me! I already wasted 2years . I really don't hope that continue be like this . I don't want my parents , my cousin and my friend look down on me . So what should i wanna do now ? I don't have a good result to get a good job . I really hope god can help me to make a decision what should i do now . I really gonna change my life now . I wanna earn more money . I can't live without " MONEY " Already few days i didn't talk with my mummy because we argument because of something . Actually i don't want to argument with you also . But sometime i really can't control myself . You always also blame me even thought i didn't did wrong anything . Sometime now what also my wrong , you know ? You should teach brother and sister also , not only teach me . Always said i'm the bad one , i'm the useless one . Hey mum , i'm also a human , i got feeling also . Please don't hurt me anymore , can ? Now i trying my best to be a good girl , seldom go out with my friend . Even i hang out also out with my boyfriend , you know him also . You said you'll trust him that he can change me . So please give me sometimes to prove it that i'll change to be a good girl . And now i tying my best to finding a good job , earn more money and save it . So please don't worry about me . Now i getting grow up and getting be mature . So i know what am doing right now . I really hope everything will be fine as soon as possible .
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