Happy Valentine's Day

 Pink rose ~♥

 My lovely hubby ~♥

 Take by hubby :) Take 1

 Take 2

 Silly hubby ~ Eventhough he felt tired but he still want to celebrate Valentine's with me :) 

 Take 3

Happy Valentine's Day

Suria Sushi Tei :)

Sorry all my blogger friends for i late update and seldom come update my blog . Because i got nothing to write down recently . Currently is nothing happen in my life now . I was enjoy and like what i'm having now :)  * Thanks GOD so much :) Let's start share with my all dearest friends how i pass my Valentine's with my lover . 14 of Feb is Valentine's day . I'm confirm that day sure got a lots lovely couple holding each other go out dinner and celebrate the Valentine's day :) This year finally i can celebrate my Valentine's with my lover . Although for some people this is a very ordinary day , but for me is different . Because of that sense of Valentine's Day February 14 is " Two people togehther for life" So i don't think this day is very common . My lover also first time celebrate his Valentine's with his lover too :) Although we just eat dinner , nothing special . But we never cared about anything . The most important thing is " HAVE FUN " . So tonight i really thanks him . I really feel happy! Thanks my lover hubby ahfah ♥

Happy Chinese New Year :)

Happy Chinese New Year to all my dearest friendssss , my love , my parents and my cousin first :) Wish you all at Bunny Year health and wealth always be with you~!! GONG XI FATT CHAI ~ 

My Currently Love Song ❤

Make the best of it, dont let it be an obstacle

想到开心的时候

你说不会离开我

美丽的回忆就好像眼前的电影

但是你消失得那么快

让我怕都来不及

对你来说爱是不是很轻易

我知道你的脾气

我爱你我不介意

我总是在想我错在哪里 Oh Baby

我努力坚持不放弃

委屈都给我自己

死心塌地 为何你还是不珍惜

I kown I’m really in love with you

I care and I really don’t want to lose you

I do what I promised no matter how hard it is

All I need is just the love from you

I kown I’m really in love with you

I care and I really don’t want to lose you

I never hurt you baby

My love is in front of you

Cause you truly hurt my heart and soul

我知道你的脾气

我爱你我不介意

我总是在想我错在哪里 Oh Baby

我努力坚持不放弃

委屈都给我自己

死心塌地 为何你还是不珍惜

I kown I’m really in love with you

I care and I really don’t want to lose you

I do what I promised no matter how hard it is

All I need is just the love from you

I kown I’m really in love with you

I care and I really don’t want to lose you

I never hurt you baby

My love is in front of you

Cause you truly hurt my heart and soul

我也许爱你爱得太固执

我的天和地都迷失在你的世界里

I kown I’m really in love with you

I care and I really don’t want to lose you

I do what I promised no matter how hard it is

All I need is just the love from you

I kown I’m really in love with you

I kown I care and I really don’t want to lose you

I never hurt you

My love is for you baby

这里很美 heart and soul

Cause you truly hurt my heart and soul

Boring and sad night :(

Today nothing special for me . Just now afternoon with daddy mummy , hubby and cousin go Wisma buy New Year clothes . But i didn't found it yet . Is hard to found New Year clothes now . Daddy just bought a bag for me . Finally~!! Thanks my lovely daddy! After Wisma with hubby and cousin go find Alan at Penampang Serway take our brunch . After ate then talk cock at there , we talk until 3 something then go home . When on the way going home Priscilla babe suddenly give me a call said wanna meet me up at Damai Yoyo , so i just ask hubby drop me at there then he sent my cousin go home . Arrived there chit chat with babe for awhile then send she go her school for training . Around 6 go home take bath , online awhile then head to cousin's house for dinner . Stay at cousin's house until 8 something then accompany my daddy go Damai Fu Yuan had supper while talk cock with him . Because too boring already . Arrived home around 9 something back home also nothing to do . Just like a sopoh alone sit at the living room , then come in room online and blogging for awhile . Tonight suddenly feel very sad and unhappy don't know why . Feel tired and sleepy but couldn't fall asleep yet . Just now drop him a message said i'm going to sleep now . Don't want to bothering you watching movie , nights! I felt that recently you really treat me very cool and not much care me , don't know why i got this suck feeling . Is it my feeling is wrong ? Or i think too much already ? Or you treat everyone also like this ? == 

不爱现在的你或是以后的你， 而是从现在爱你，一直爱到以后以后

亲爱的，你知道吗？

最美丽的邂逅不是在你说你爱我的那一刻，

而是在我最需要人陪的那一刻，你出现了，

你什么都没说，什么都没做，

你不问我为什么，也没有叫我别再哭了，

但是，我知道你知道我在想些什么...

亲爱的，你懂不懂，

在外人的眼中，你不是最好，最适合我的，

偏偏我却选择了你，因为我知道，

你并不像他们说的那样，因为他们不了解你，

或许你真的不是个好人，

但我知道在对我最好的那个人一定是你...

亲爱的，你可曾知道，

你最吸引人的地方并不是你的外表，

但是你还是能够深深地吸引着我，

虽然现在的我看不见我们的未来，

但我却看见了现在很认真的那个你....

亲爱的，我问我为什么选择你，

一开始我觉得爱一个人是不需要理由的，

但渐渐地我才发现，原来爱你是有理由的，

我爱你的好，也爱你的坏，

我不喜欢那个不听话的你，

但你不听话我却还依旧那么爱你...

亲爱的，我爱你，

虽然我依旧是那么地任性，

虽然我依旧是那么地霸道，

但我还是深深爱你的，你知道的，

我是有那么点不听话，但却不会离开你，

我是有那么点坏坏的，却是我的本性...

爱一个人，最大的改变本来就不在性格上，

若是有个人为了你改变了一切，或许你就不会爱他了，

因为他已经不再是从前你爱的那一个他了，

爱一个人，最大的改变是一个人对你的在乎，

有那么点霸道，但最终总是由着你，

有那么点不听话，却不会背叛你的，

他不会爱现在的你或是以后的你，

而是从现在爱你，一直爱到以后以后...

我还爱着吗 ?

是我选择了放手

可是最后舍不得的人

竟然是我

我还在留恋

留恋你曾经对我做的一切

留恋着我们的回忆

留恋着我们度过的点点滴滴

我还在想念

想念着你的笑容

想念你顽皮的样子

想念你身上淡淡的烟草味

我还在嫉妒

嫉妒你跟他好

嫉妒我没来得及的爱

嫉妒我没有的幸福

我还在留恋

我还在想念

我还在嫉妒

再见=')

我错过的爱

只要你幸福

只要你快乐

我的放手是值得的=)

Couldn't fall asleep at midnight :(

Now already 2:49am but i still sitting in front of the computer and blogging :) I just came back from my cousin's house . Because just now go her's house gambling again . Now i almost everyday night also went to her's house gambling . Today most bad luck because i lost 99 . Sigh~!! First time lost like hell man~!! When reached home go watching tv for awhile after that go clean up myself then online . What a boring life for me ? Just now before gambling i alone inside the room and listening song while chatting with my hubby boy . But when chatting till half my tears suddenly drop out without any reason . I really don't know what's wrong with me . Too suddenly already . I was get shocked why i'll suddenly drop out my tears and flash back many bad memories == I f**king don't like that feeling . Make me feel damn sad and hard to be happy . Even thought my boy talk something make me laugh i still got no any respond and i'll think some bad things also . Alrights! I think is time to head to bed now . If not later sure have someone scold me 99 :) Good night all my friend . Sweet dream & sleep tight ya!

**Hubby , i'm missing you so much now :( I hope that you can stay beside me & hug me tight~!! 

Boring Life * I need a job badly!!!

What a boring life for me ? Almost everyday also do the same things . " EAT , SLEEP & PLAY " Is it i really need to continue be like this to pass my time ? I really need a job badly :( But i know is hard to found a good job now . Thinking to take a makeup course , but got some problem that make me can't take it . Actually what i need now ? I really don't know what i need at all . My life just so such for me! I already wasted 2years . I really don't hope that continue be like this . I don't want my parents , my cousin and my friend look down on me . So what should i wanna do now ? I don't have a good result to get a good job . I really hope god can help me to make a decision what should i do now . I really gonna change my life now . I wanna earn more money . I can't live without " MONEY " Already few days i didn't talk with my mummy because we argument because of something . Actually i don't want to argument with you also . But sometime i really can't control myself . You always also blame me even thought i didn't did wrong anything . Sometime now what also my wrong , you know ? You should teach brother and sister also , not only teach me . Always said i'm the bad one , i'm the useless one . Hey mum , i'm also a human , i got feeling also . Please don't hurt me anymore , can ? Now i trying my best to be a good girl , seldom go out with my friend . Even i hang out also out with my boyfriend , you know him also . You said you'll trust him that he can change me . So please give me sometimes to prove it that i'll change to be a good girl . And now i tying my best to finding a good job , earn more money and save it . So please don't worry about me . Now i getting grow up and getting be mature . So i know what am doing right now . I really hope everything will be fine as soon as possible .  

Speechless . zZZ

Yesterday evening i quarrel with my mum and my aunty because they said i never do housework since i move in to this house . Wtf~!!  They always go out till very evening just come back home , how come they can said i never do housework ? Even i have do you guys also don't know because you guys no at home also . Since i move house my younger brother and younger sister become so lazy and naughty already . Always said what with them also won't hear what am say . Always want to buy thing or need i help just will find me . What kind of brother and sister is this ? I really can't read they mind is thinking what right now . I feel very stress to stay at this house already . Am thinking to move back to my grandmother house . I think if i move to there i'll live more happily than here . At there no one will scold me , no one will make me feel unhappy or what else . If i continue stay at this house i think i really will get crazy man! Yesterday around 7 something hubby come to pick me up then send me go my grandmother house . Because when i sad i really need my grandmother badly only she can make me smile and happy . Last night i share a lots of things with her . She also said don't care them much . Just do what you think is right only . But have to careful don't do bad things and also don't easily trust what your friend or stranger . I really need to thanks my grandmother and my boy so much . Because you guys always support me and cheer me up when i feeling down . I really do appreciated it! After grandmother house then with hubby , hui ming and hubby friend go Suria for movie . We watched that ghost movie damn scary . We just watch till half then go already . Because my cousin is rush to go find his boyfriend at Waterfront . After send her then we go lintas baby face find alan because ah tim birthday . We just go there for awhile then change to R&B . Because baby face gonna close soon and no more song to sing . ZZZ ~ Last night we out until 4 something just go home . When i reach home i straight go to bed and sleep . Is damn tired and heart pain because my family can treat me like this . Haih ~ But never mind la . I hope everything will going to be smooth . I don't hope this things will happen again . Is enough for me already!

Happy One Month Anniversary ♥

*** Happy one month anniversary my hubby!! At here i've to say thanks for bring me a lots of happiness , loving me , support me and cheer me up when i feel mood down . I really do appreciated it!! For sure i wanna let you know is i love to spend my time with you and i'll always keep my promise until the end :) I really don't want easily to end up our relationship . So we've to stay strong always and share some happy and sadness things with each other :) Miss ya and love ya much ♥

Love : ♥ Michelle Fun ♥
7th Jan 2011

Cousin Wedding Dinner :)

 Ah Chun Uncle & Me

 Beloved mummy & me

 Took by my cousin Hui Ming :) Thanks 

 Before out for attend my cousin wedding dinner :)

 Uncle & B.B & Me

 Beloved grandmother & Uncle & B.B

Beloved grandmother & Me

*Congratulations to the new couple :) Wish you two happiness always!

爱给了你，我就不后悔 ♥

 Sweet smile for you :)

 Sweet kisses for you :)

Waiting you to call me :)

男孩爱上了一个女孩，女孩也很喜欢他，渐渐的两个人走到了一起，同居了，当男孩的嘴第一次吻到女孩的唇时，女孩就决定这一辈子都跟定他了，于是女孩调皮的问:"你会爱我多久?"男孩捏着女孩的鼻子温柔的说:"你想要多久呢?"女孩想了想天真的说:"那就一辈子吧，这一辈子你都不许喜欢别的女孩!"男孩笑着说:"嗯，好!"女孩又想了想嘟起小嘴:"不行!我不信你，我们拉勾勾，你要是反悔的话我到时候就杀了你!!!"男孩认真的回答:"好，假如有一天我背叛你，你就杀了我。"……

就这样男孩和女孩在一起快三年了，他们彼此都深爱着对方，可是天总是不如人愿，厄运终于降临在这对幸福的恋人身上，渐渐的男孩对女孩开始逃避，冷落。再也不像以前那么宠她了，女孩似乎觉察到了什么，于是就开始追问男孩，可是男孩却没有说出原因，终于有一天，男孩突然带回一个既时尚又性感还很漂亮的女人回来了，这时女孩还想骗自己，就傻傻的问:"宝贝这是你的朋友吗???"男孩冷酷的说:"是!而且是女朋友。"女孩听了没有做任何反应，只是傻傻的坐在那里，女孩不敢抬头看男孩，因为她怕眼泪会忍不住的掉下来;她不想让男孩看到自己哭，因为她仍然相信男孩还爱她。"这时男孩冷冷的说:"今天晚上你在这里，明天你搬走吧，今天我们两个出去住。"说着两个人就想往外走。"等一下。"女孩终于开口了，"姐姐你能不能出去一下，我想单独和他谈。"那女人点点头走了出去。男孩依然背对着她，谁也没有说话;"为什么"女孩最先打破了沉默。男孩冷漠的说:"不爱了，就不需要任何理由!"然后掉头就走了；没有给女孩任何机会。女孩哭了，她告诉自己不准掉一滴眼泪，可是那晶莹的泪花还是不听话的掉了下来……

过了好久，女孩再次见到男孩的时候，是在医院里，不同的是两个人都瘦的不成样子了，女孩是因为伤心，想他得了胃炎，而男孩怎么会在医院里出现呢??女孩因为心里仍然爱他，放心不下，于是就悄悄的跟了上去……

"病人如果再找不到合适的心脏进行移植，那我们将再也没有能力维持他的生命了"医生对女人说，这时女孩惊呆了，傻傻的楞在那里，女人哭了，女孩也哭了，女孩再一次为男孩流下了泪水，可是这一次比上一次更加伤心，更加歇斯底里，女孩痴痴的坐在窗前眼泪不停的往下掉，突然她站了起来，走到桌前拿起笔在纸上写了一些东西，然后她笑着拿起手机拨通了男孩的电话，"喂"接电话的是个女的，"你好我想见见他可以吗???求你给我这次机会好吗?"女人钝了钝说:"好吧。在哪里，我转告他。""在我们第一次见面的公园，谢谢"女孩挂掉电话后就匆忙的出去了。男孩如约来到了他们初次见面的公园，可是过了好久女孩还是没有出现，男孩焦急的等着，最后女孩还是没有出现，男孩失落的走了，女孩看着男孩远去的背影，对自己说，不可以舍不得……

过了几天男孩要进行心脏移植了，他兴奋的对女人说:"如果成功了，我要做的第一件事就是去找她，告诉她事实。"女人笑了笑"但愿她不会拒绝你。"

男孩心脏真的移植成功了，他一醒来就忙着给女孩打电话，可是却没人接，一次，两次，三次……男孩就这样一直打，可是一直都没有人接，男孩沮丧的说:"她真的生气了。"女人安慰说;"不会的，她可能有事。这时医生走进来笑着说;"你的命可真好，昨天那个女孩的遗嘱点名要把心脏捐给你。她好像事先预料到自己要死，还写了份遗嘱。""她是怎么死的。"男孩问到。"车祸，不过真是可惜了，那女孩长的就跟个水晶娃娃似的，不知道怎么会出这种事，听肇事司机说她是自己撞过来的!"这时男孩要求说:"我想去看看救我的人。"医生迟疑了一下点点头，"就是这个了。你们看吧。她的死像并不可怕，和睡着了一样。"男孩缓缓的揭开了盖在死者头上的白布，在看到死者脸的一刹那，男孩和女人都僵在了那里，恍惚间男孩的心疼了一下，他像疯了一样扯下死者身上的白布，哭喊着"怎么会这样，不会的!宝贝你起来呀不要吓我!不可能的。姐我在做梦对不对?你告诉我!宝贝我要得不是这样。你快醒醒呀宝贝!"女人扯过男孩给了他一耳光，流着泪说:"你醒醒吧!"要不是你她怎么会这样，是你害了她!她是在用她的生命去爱你!"男孩呆呆的看着女孩眼神变得异常温柔，他看到女孩嘴角还带着笑，笑得那么从容，男孩又一次哭了。看着女孩那还有点点血迹的衣服，看着她那白的像雪的手，突然男孩发现女孩的手里攥着一团纸，打开一看是女孩写给自己的信:亲爱的，对不起，请你不要怪我好吗?我真的好爱你，那天你在公园等我，我去了，只是没有露面，我就在你身后， 我想把你的一切牢牢的记在心里，因为我想下辈子我们还能在一起，虽然你这辈子没有履行诺言，但是我不怪你，因为我真的好爱你，即使你不在爱我，可是我的心会在你的身体里面一辈子，这个位置是任何人都占据不了的。亲爱的，一定要幸福哦。我把我的幸福全部都给了你，但是你下辈子一定要让我幸福，好吗?亲爱的，答应我下辈子不要再抛弃我了好吗?今生的诺言我们来世再履行。亲爱的，再见了，祝你幸福。

"不，宝贝，没有你我要怎么幸福!你醒过来好吗?我们从新开始，我错了，对不起，我从来都没有不爱你，宝贝!我……错了!你回来呀"男孩失声痛哭起来。这时正有个灵魂坐在他的身旁流着泪，高兴的说:"原来你还爱我，你一直都爱着我 。"灵魂试图抱住男孩，可是却在他的身体里穿过……天下起了小雨，男孩哭了，灵魂哭了，上帝也哭了……

不就是..你不再愛我了

不就是

街角一个人做公车

不就是

再没有人敷衍我说"额"

不就是

斑马线没你陪我过

不就是

不能再贪图你左边的酒窝

不就是

地铁里自己听广播

不就是

这冬天少了你的手

不就是

再没方向感

也要学会自己找出口

不就是

再幽怨的情绪

需要自己受

不就是

M的头像依然很闪烁

不就是

残忍的扔掉送我狗

不就是

独自面对属于我们的窝

不就是

你学会了

小心的闪躲

不就是

她倾听了

你悲哀的诉说

不就是

那一夜

她满足了你的渴

不就是

你迷恋上了她的舌

不就是

她有很深邃的沟

不就是

她可以公然让你摸

不就是

你可以随便往里射

不就是

她给你我没有的活

不就是

你们都TM用苹果

不就是

你丫背着我和她牵了手

不就是

原谅你

赐予的深刻

不就是

我们的爱

我不该想的这么透彻

不就是

你的名字

在我心里小心的拨

不就是

这不是我情愿的结果

不就是

夜深了

舔着自己的伤口

不就是

太多的情绪

让我隐忍的享受了失控

不就是

你还发信息告诉我

不想我堕落

不就是

你爱情里的小公主

不再是我

不就是

接受你任何决定

只要你能快乐

不就是

我还在相信

你下一秒会回头

不就是

我逼着自己承认

你不再爱我了.......